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  Rivers Of Ink

  Julie Archer

  Copyright © 2018 by Julie Archer of Jewel & Black Publications

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  Editor: Amie McCracken

  Proofreader: Andie M. Long

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  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Preview of Cocktails, Rock Tales & Betrayals

  Preview of One Last Shot

  A Big Thank You!

  About the Author

  Also by Julie Archer

  1

  Callan Rivers wondered whether it was possible for him to hide out in the Trackside Social for the next twenty-four hours.

  He needed an escape, needed to be invisible for a while. The bar was pleasantly busy with transient punters stopping for a few drinks after work before heading off to catch the train or going to another bar. It was perfect for him to be able to sit, undisturbed, at one end of the bar while lost in his own thoughts, drinking shot after shot to numb any sort of feeling.

  Just like he had been pretty much every night since his brother Xander’s accident.

  “Hey, Cal, how’s it going?” Vinny, one of the barmen he was vaguely acquainted with, immediately placed a double Jack in front of him.

  “Been better.”

  Vinny nodded solemnly. “Yeah, sorry to hear about your brother. Awful accident, mate, you must be…” His words trailed off as someone else caught his attention. “That one’s on the house, okay?” He darted off towards the other end of the bar, leaving Callan alone.

  He perched on a stool and rested his elbows on the bar, cradling his chin in his hands. He cast a look around, seeing people enjoying themselves: having fun with friends, lovers, family. All the things he couldn’t—or rather didn’t want—to join in. The numbness that had been his constant companion for the last couple of weeks took hold, and he reached for the shot glass.

  “Callan, sorry I’m late. I got chatting to the last guy who came in. He says his girlfriend wants to get a tattoo, but she’s scared. I said you’d be gentle with her.” Aidy Brown, Callan’s best friend, dropped his bag to the floor and settled onto the stool beside him. He waved at Vinny for a beer and gestured to Callan’s already empty glass for a replacement.

  They worked together in Callan’s tattoo and barber shop, The Unbound Soul. Built from the ground up, it had been up and running for a little over nine months and provided intense competition for Cutting Ink across the other side of town. With stellar growth in their initial months, the shop now had three tattoo artists, including Callan; three barbers, including Aidy; and two gaping holes. One was because of the untimely departure of the studio’s receptionist; and the other, the head barber role, had been filled by Xander.

  “I also posted the ad for the receptionist role on the Jobs in Oakridge page,” Aidy said, when their drinks arrived. “We really need someone to start soon, otherwise Pearl is going to go ballistic.”

  “Thanks, I appreciate that.”

  Being able to have a more organised business was something they definitely needed, although the thought of replacing Xander made Callan sick to his stomach.

  “I can only have one. Wren’s arranged a menu tasting at The Stratfield Barn and I’m already late.” Aidy slugged his beer and checked his watch. “She’ll be here in, shit, less than five minutes.”

  “How are things going with the wedding planning?”

  “Pretty full on, but I think we’ve got most things sorted. Wren’s less Bridezilla than others I’ve heard about.”

  The smile Callan gave felt wooden. Not that he wasn’t happy for Aidy and Wren, they really did make the perfect couple. His own love life was pretty non-existent right now. If he had more support, perhaps he could get through Xander’s funeral without totally losing it. It wasn’t looking good right now.

  The door swung open again, and Aidy’s gaze immediately went to it. When he saw a redhead scanning the room, he jumped up, grabbed his bag, and gave Callan’s arm an affectionate punch. “Gotta go, buddy. I’ll see you tomorrow. Take it easy, yeah?”

  Aidy’s words echoed in his ears as Callan ordered yet another whisky. His phone vibrated, and he pulled it out of his pocket. His father’s number flashed up on the screen. Callan stared at it. He knew he ought to answer it, what was he going to say?

  The conversations he and Drew Rivers had needed to have over the past week or so were more out of necessity than want, not the sort of father/son chats they should be having. No casual banter about girls and dating, no sports chat. Instead it was practicalities such as coffin choice, whether there ought to be flowers, or whether they should ask for donations to charity. It wasn’t normal.

  He placed his phone face down on the counter and took another drink.

  The whisky burned a path down his throat, and he winced. It felt like it was the pain he needed right now.

  The phone twitched, the evidence that Drew had left a message. Callan didn’t want to listen to it, didn’t want to deal with the reality of what was happening. He much preferred being in the bar, in a transient state, nowhere to be, nowhere to have been.

  As he finished the drink, he caught Vinny’s eye and ordered up another.

  Maybe obliteration was the answer.

  His eyes fell on an abandoned order pad and pencil that one of the staff had left on the bar. He pulled it towards him and found a clean page, ripping out a sheet so as not to mess with any existing orders. Callan began sketching, harsh lines forming a shape on the page. As he drew, everything around him ceased to exist: the other people in the bar, the message from his father, Xander’s death.

  The focus had him.

  He worked quickly, the shape turning into a rose, and from the petals, a few dark, dark, tears.

  “That’s pretty good.” A female voice broke into his reverie, and he glanced up, almost bewildered.

  Callan looked back down at the drawing, his hand going to ball up the paper, but she stopped him, her hand gently covering his.

  “Don’t. It’s beautiful. Like there’s a lot of meaning in it.”

  He took a good look at the woman standing in front of him. She wore a tight black pencil skirt that stopped above her knee, a traffic stopping red top with a v-neck that hinted at a voluptuous cleavage, and killer patent heels. Her hair was the colour of dark chocolate and looked as if it had been pulled back in a sensible style for work at the start of the day, and now strands of it fell across her face. He was struck with a sudden urge to reach up and tuck it behind her ears. Her green eyes glittered at him, radiating… he didn’t know what. She looked exactly like one of the girls he had deliberately avoided when he arrived.

  “It might be a new tattoo design,” he admitted. It wasn’t an outright lie. He’d been thinking about getting something for Xander, but he hadn’t been able to find the right thing. Designing his own was the most obvious thing to do.

  “You look like you already have some,” said the woman. She checked out his forearms and hands, her gaze
skimming over the patterns and inks that covered them.

  If only she knew, thought Callan.

  She sighed. “How long does it take to get a drink around here? Though I’m not too bothered as it means I don’t have to go back and witness that love fest.” She pointed to a table in the corner where Callan saw a couple kissing. “I seriously feel like a third wheel, and that probably means I’m not going to get a decent night’s sleep tonight either.”

  In spite of himself, Callan laughed. To think that someone’s single problem might be a noisily shagging flatmate. It felt foreign to him after the past couple of weeks.

  “Why don’t you stay and have a drink with me?” The words were out of his mouth before he’d given them any thought.

  She shrugged. “Sure, why not? Looks like I’m going to be here a while.” She held out a hand. “I’m Ali, by the way.”

  “Callan. Good to meet you.” He took her extended hand and shook it. The touch sent unexpected shockwaves through his system, and he pulled back. Instead, he raised a hand in Vinny’s direction and immediately another double Jack, and a glass of red, appeared in front of them.

  “You must be a regular,” said Ali, nodding in appreciation.

  “Yeah, a bit.”

  “Do you work locally then?”

  “Got a shop in Fosse Arcade.”

  “Really? Would I have been there?”

  Callan’s gaze swept over her exposed skin. There was nothing to give away the fact that she had any inks herself, although she had several piercings in her right ear. “I don’t know, maybe?”

  Ali wrinkled her nose at him. “You’re being a bit cagey for someone who just asked me to stay and have a drink with him.”

  She was right. He wasn’t in the place where he wanted to share his deepest darkest secrets and how he was really feeling about life right now. He wanted to have some fun, and Ali was the first person to make him laugh in weeks.

  “Sorry, I guess I’ve had a lot going on recently,” he said.

  “Anything you want to talk about?” Ali paused. “Uh oh, by the look on your face, that’s a no.” She shrugged easily instead. “Okay, so why don’t we talk about everything else. Like, I don’t know? Your favourite cartoon character? My money’s on SpongeBob Squarepants.”

  For the second time in as many minutes, Callan found himself chuckling. Ali was a breath of fresh air, seemingly taking him at face value and not wanting to delve deeper into his life.

  It was exactly what he needed right now.

  And an hour later, it was exactly what he needed, pressing her against the wall on the landing at the top of the stairs, kissing her so thoroughly that he almost couldn’t breathe. His hands were all over her, stroking the side of her neck, dipping underneath her blouse, skimming the lace of her bra. She gasped against him, her own hands grazing the top of his jeans, her nails brushing his skin, running the tips of her fingers over his abs. He buried his head into her neck, inhaling her perfume; a seductive scent he wasn’t used to, one he definitely wanted to smell more of.

  He drew back, meeting her green eyes with their heavily dilated pupils. “You want to get out of here?” he asked.

  Ali reached forward and met his already bruised lips, kissing him hard. “Does that answer your question?” She pulled away, straightening her top and skirt. “I need to let Nell know where I’m going. I’ll see you downstairs.”

  Callan watched her walk down the stairs, a bounce in her step. He sank back against the bannister, head spinning as he asked himself what the hell he was doing.

  2

  Alicia Dylan swept up her clothes and tiptoed into the bathroom, trying not to wake Callan, who snored softly. She winced slightly at the start of a headache as she stared at her reflection in the mirror.

  The queen of bad decisions had done it again.

  After being let go early from a temp role in the Marketing department of one of Oakridge’s management consultancy branches, she had met up with her best friend to commiserate. She and Nell had gone to the Trackside Social on a whim.

  Since returning to the town almost six months ago, she had fallen into the trap of short term, temporary work that she was way over-qualified for. It was obvious that Oakridge didn’t have the same wealth of opportunities she had been able to choose from when she’d worked in London. When she’d made the choice to come back there after being made redundant, she had expected to find a new job within days.

  That had been her first bad decision.

  Persuading Nell that she would be a model flatmate was her second.

  Sharing a tiny one and a half bedroom flat with Nell and her boyfriend Rory was challenging at the best of times. They got in each other’s way a lot of the time, and Alicia spent a lot of nights with her pillow over her head, trying to block out the sounds of Nell and Rory’s vigorous love-making. It made her even more depressed about not having a boyfriend.

  When Callan had shown her a tiny bit of interest the previous evening, she had jumped on it—not to mention him—when he invited her back to his place. Her body twitched as she recalled some of the things they had got up to. It had been hot, steamy, sensual, and in the cold light of day, as she examined her face to see a spot breaking out on her chin, it felt more than a little dirty. Nell had been horrified when she’d told her what she was going to do. Alicia quickly fired her a message to say she was safe and she’d be home soon. She got an immediate response that said, Well, was he worth it? I expect ALL the details when I see you later. Can you pick up milk? x.

  Alicia wriggled into the previous day’s clothes, well aware she would be doing the walk of shame. She hoped that Callan’s place wasn’t too far from hers.

  She popped her head back into the bedroom as she was about to leave. Callan was star-fished across the bed, the sheet draped loosely around his hips. His dark hair was tousled and the stubble on his jaw appeared even darker than it had done the previous evening. The extent of his tattoos had been a complete revelation. As well as his arms, his back and chest were covered in various designs, both simple and complex. One of his legs stuck out, and she spotted yet another picture on his calf. At least his dick had been free of ink.

  A smile played across her lips as she debated whether to leave a note and decided against it. She grabbed her handbag and headed out of the door. Maybe some bad decisions needed to be confined to one night.

  She stepped out of his building, recognising her surroundings and knowing she wasn’t that far from home. The town was coming to life as she walked down the street: commuters on their way to work, shops beginning to open, lorries making deliveries, people queuing for coffee. As she walked, Alicia thought back to her evening with Callan. They had talked for hours in the bar before heading back to his place. As she replayed the conversations in her head, she concluded that she knew almost nothing about him. She didn’t know what he did for work, whether he had lots of friends or family, or whether he had a girlfriend. She did know he preferred the strawberry sweets in a Starburst pack (which was useful, because she liked the citrus ones), enjoyed whisky over vodka, and liked to chill out on holiday rather than explore. Anything important that would have given her an insight into his life had easily been deflected as he’d abruptly changed the subject. A frown briefly flitted across her face, maybe he did have a girlfriend. Alicia told herself that she needed to forget about him. A bad decision that she wouldn’t have to repeat.

  As she went into one of the little convenience stores to pick up the milk Nell had requested, it suddenly hit her that she didn’t have anything to do or anywhere to be. She was unemployed, again.

  The good mood that had been diminishing with each step towards home was replaced by a black cloud. She slammed the correct change down on the counter and rushed from the shop, half jogging as she reached the flat in record time. She let herself in and headed straight for the open plan living room and kitchen.

  Nell, clad in jogging bottoms and one of Rory’s rugby shirts, was sitting on the sofa, la
ptop on her knees, the TV muted with breakfast news pictures on screen.

  “What are you doing here?” snapped Alicia. Her plan had been to come home and wallow. Having company hadn’t been part of that.

  Her best friend ran her hand through her unruly, curly blonde hair. “I thought you might want to share some of the sordid details of last night, although judging by the look on your face, I may have been wrong.”

  “Shouldn’t you be at work?”

  “I told them I’d be working from home today. Big report to get done and would get distracted in the office.”

  Nell did something in project management and was always writing proposals, project plans, or weekly reports, so if she was stretching the truth, it wasn’t by much.

  Alicia plopped onto the sofa beside her friend. “No, it’s a good thing you’re here. I won’t eat my body weight in ice cream and biscuits if you are.”

  “So what’s up? Wasn’t he what you expected?”

  Alicia contemplated Nell’s question. It wasn’t as if the evening with Callan had been anything other than totally hot. He was ridiculously good looking, great company, and intelligent. She didn’t know one personal thing about him. She couldn’t just tell Nell that he was fantastic in bed.

  “It’s not that. He was fine.”

  Nell let out a breath. “Oof, only fine? That bad, huh? You should have said nice.”

  “I don’t think I’ll be seeing him again.”

  “Really? It looked like you were getting on well with him.”

  “I guess.” Alicia shrugged. “There are more pressing things that need my attention right now though, such as finding another job.” She stood up and plucked at the red shirt she still wore. “First I need a shower and then some breakfast.”